Stress & Fatigue suck

[rowanf]

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Urgh, note to self... you are not up to full energy and you are feeling very stressed about the Con... do not burn any bridges.

I had quite a meltdown in guild chat at lunch today. How can I be in my late 50s and still have so many "left out kid" outsider buttons?!!?! Doesn't it ever get better?! *sigh*

I am evidently not a very easy person to get to know. And I know I don't have easy conversation or much of a sense of humour. I dunno but I just feel like crying... and it really probably is mostly stress and the end of fatigue from being sick. But waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

Comments

[crunchywitch]

Ugh - sounds very frustrate-y, and I sympathize. Buttons like that aren't any fun; mine, like yours, often get more sensitive when I'm sick or stressed.

[rowanf.livejournal.com]

Yeah. So on top of it I am beating myself up for being an idiot. *sigh* Stopping now. Thanks for teh support!

[mdlbear]

Heh. If I'm doing well, I can catch myself saying "idiot bear" to myself and change it to "silly old bear". But it's always an afterthought.

Depression lies.