Hah. No worries. I am my own underminer - I follow at least three people on Facebook who post beach pictures from Costa Rica every day. This does not help on particularly grey days here. And having been laid off back in March makes me feel slightly less rooted and yet still intertwined with family and community that I am unwilling to leave. My fantasy self is an expat on a Costa Rican beach. My actual self is looking for another library job in the Bay Area and keeping up my friendship network and volunteer work. It is just that there are days....