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Happy Equinox
Mar. 19th, 2011 04:57 amWell as my tweet from Thursday said, I think I turned a corner toward being well. I'm still weak and coughing but I'm better. I am trying not to overdo things.
Last night my coven came over for full moon/equinox. I really wasn't sure how much I would be able to be there but we had a wonderful working. We got in touch with water (it is rainy this week plus the tsunami) and they offered me healing. During cakes and wine we had an amazing discussion of our experiences with remembering our past lives. So I managed sustained talking and right at the end I sang a chant! Two days ago that would have been impossible. I love my coven mates and I am so glad that I was well enough to have coven even though going to the public Ostara today is right out.
I stayed up too late and I am up too early. Which can't be helping but I had an awful dream and woke up just before 4am and I was just lying there with too many thoughts to it is better to be on a computer. I'm exhausted though. It has been a month since I had a really good night's sleep. Except Wednesday night, I actually slept through the night without waking up choking and coughing. Thursday was back to pneumonia normal. I don't really know about last night. I think it isn't coughing that woke me but bad dreams. I am not usually plagued by not sleeping. I can wake in the night and go right back to sleep. But this morning here I am. I am so looking forward to being well, to having my body and mind be *me* again.
Eh, sorry for whinging. Happy Equinox, may you find balance and prosperity with the burgeoning of spring.
Last night my coven came over for full moon/equinox. I really wasn't sure how much I would be able to be there but we had a wonderful working. We got in touch with water (it is rainy this week plus the tsunami) and they offered me healing. During cakes and wine we had an amazing discussion of our experiences with remembering our past lives. So I managed sustained talking and right at the end I sang a chant! Two days ago that would have been impossible. I love my coven mates and I am so glad that I was well enough to have coven even though going to the public Ostara today is right out.
I stayed up too late and I am up too early. Which can't be helping but I had an awful dream and woke up just before 4am and I was just lying there with too many thoughts to it is better to be on a computer. I'm exhausted though. It has been a month since I had a really good night's sleep. Except Wednesday night, I actually slept through the night without waking up choking and coughing. Thursday was back to pneumonia normal. I don't really know about last night. I think it isn't coughing that woke me but bad dreams. I am not usually plagued by not sleeping. I can wake in the night and go right back to sleep. But this morning here I am. I am so looking forward to being well, to having my body and mind be *me* again.
Eh, sorry for whinging. Happy Equinox, may you find balance and prosperity with the burgeoning of spring.
